What a weekend.........  I have so much going on.

Another bump on the road..............

I do not want to say to much of what is going on because I am afraid that my ex could be reading this.  He has affect my life so much..... UGH...............

OK......  On Friday the daycare called me at around 10 am.  DJ was hitting and running away from the teacher.  He would not mind and was being ugly, so I went and picked him up.  I spanked him again, but this time I pulled his shorts down left his underwear on.  Saturday morning he woke up with marks/bruises; I missed his bottom and hit his thigh.  I felt bad, so bad, but I am trying to discipline him.  I had called my ex to tell him what had happened, and that I spanked him again.  He did not say anything, but he did ask if DJ could go to Emma's (finances little girl) Birthday party.  I agreed.

Well, Saturday morning, he woke up with this marks/bruises.  David called me that morning to tell me that Brenda Lee would be picking up DJ for the party.  I told him about the marks/bruises.  When he saw the marks/bruises.  He called me and told me that was wrong and he was calling the police.  He called them and they told him to call CPS.  He did then he called me back to tell me that he called CPS and was keeping DJ.

Yep, I am being investigated for child abuse.  We had a meeting with CPS that afternoon and they talked to David, Brenda Lee because she came with dad and DJ, plus me.  After that meeting, they gave DJ to David till the investigation is over.  I can't see DJ without supervise visitation.  I can't believe him after 17 years of marriage.  He would think he would know me better, but this comes down to that he is mad at me for not working with him on the switching weekends and keeping DJ, so he would not have to pay child support to me.  I am so pissed at him.........

Here I am dealing with DJ.   He is putting the other kids in daycare in danger by acting this way.  He did drop something that almost caused a child to trip on it.  He knows better, it's just getting to him to understand this angry he has is not good and need to let it out some other way.  I have him in therapy which she has only seem DJ once, she has been talking to me and getting my opinion of what is going on with DJ.  I believe I need to getting her to see him again or find someone else.  Well, now that David has DJ; I am not sure what to do with therapy or what?  I am on an emotional roller coaster ride of life.  I can't believe this................

I can't talk about this anymore.  All I ask is for prayers, please.  I can't loose my son.

Till next time.