I broke it off with Justin.............
Everything was there about it; how he was treating me, how he needs to move on to find that girl to move on with, how we feel for each other but........
It can't go on..........
I give me whole heart and it breaks. Why can't I find my one true love. Where is he?
Yesterday was so hard for me. I was so alone. I miss my kids so much, so much. I was not able to see my son this pass weekend. Everyone was busy; I tried to stay busy, but yesterday I was alone and cried. Why is this happening to me? Why is my ex so angry at me? Why are my girls treating me this way?
To many questions; no answers or many possible answers.
Life can be hard and cruel...........
Hanging by a thread but a strong thread. I will make it.
Things happen for a reason.....
That I believe, and Life goes on.
That is my life; on and on and on.........
Till next time.....
Dont cry over Justin, you have to concentrate on your kids and them alone. Give it time everything will work out.
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Ellen
Brin,
ReplyDeleteyou WILL meet the man who will take care of you and love you as you need to be loved and it wasnt Justin..i can not imagine how hard it is to not have DJ there, how tiresome it must be for your girls to always treat you as they do, those girls are SELFISH and need to realize they have only ONE mom and show you how much they love you. Screw the EX. He needs hit by a truck. In the end, you will win. I just wish i could take away your sadness.
XO lisa
Oh Brin....I wish things were going better. As for Justin, well at least you broke it off now and not later, your goals and his were way too different!
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Daniella
Brin so sorry you are going through such a tough time now.
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Delaine
don't give up i know its hard but hang in there ok:)
ReplyDeleteDeb
Life aint always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride. Sometimes it is good to just let yourself go and have a good cry, release all that tension, and it's easier to move on. When you cry so long you need to take a breath, in that moment think of something so hillariously funny that you have to laugh. Mix some endorphins with that good cry and then keep laughing. Keep on keeping on. Just keep swimmin, just keep swimmin.....
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