WHY DID I NOT TAKE THE OTHER ROAD.............
Yep, I am regretting. I see the road I should have taken. I see what I should have said, but why. I am not handling things the way I should, but I am second guessing if I did this or did that. Would the outcome be different.....
What's done is done...... and I can't change it; just learn from it. Plus my friend has come to understand what I went through; not to say that I did not hurt him.
He needed me and at the most important time of his life. I did apologize and was there for him; after everything. I am so ashame of what I put myself in and my friend. I have been going through so much. I think I hit rock bottom; or part of it. I still feel so lost.......
I have my son back and that it the part that is keeping me together. I love him so much....... Plus I know I am still finding myself. Pray that I don't get so lost......
Till next time......
life is funny that way :) live and learn and go forward:)
ReplyDeleteDeb
Not really sure what to say since your not saying what happened. But I hope things straighten out .
ReplyDeletehugs,
Ellen
maybe sometime you will feel you can share what has happened......you ARE a beautiful and loving woman and Brin, you are HUMAN....whatever has happened, do NOT beat yourself up over it...hold your head high...sounds like you tried to right a wrong.....move ahead, one day at a time. Hug DJ and stay just the way you are. We all make so many mistakes in life...and learn from them!
ReplyDeletelove,lisa
What Lisa Jo said.
ReplyDeleteHang in there gal.
You know I'm here if
you want to talk, I'll be home
after 8 tonight.
Delaine