I am so sleepy..............

and my fingers hurt.  I was up till 1 a.m. typing my projects for work processing class.  The divorce decree turn to 51 pages, and I believe I was at page 35.  By the time, I was on page 50.  My fingers were hurting bad, and I mean bad.  Type the decree remind me that next month will be a year.  Time does fly by when your having fun....  or the bad.  Either way, life goes on.......

I will be going out of town this weekend.  There is going to be a huge concert at Shiner, Texas.  Godsmack, Blue October, Diamond Rio, Pat Green and a few more are going to be playing.  Oh my, I can't wait.........

I am trying to get into my school work.  For some reason, I am having a hard trouble getting into my essays.  I have notice that I am not write much here.  I think I need to slow down and think about things but not making the time for it or avoid it.  I know that is true; I could feel it.  But I am ok; I am going through something.  I went out Friday, Saturday and Sunday.  Friday night, I meet the biker, and he has not called me; oh well, I was not really into him.  But on Sunday, I did meet Nat.  One problem, well not really a problem, but he is 26 years old.  He thought I was 24.  They tell me that I do not look my age.  Well, I am going to use, and I like the young ones for some reason.  The reason why I am getting to this story is because I meet him at the dance hall.  And before I was talking to him.  I saw one of my ex's friend.  I said hello to him, and he went on with his date.  Well, I had to drag Nat to the dance floor to dance some hip-hop.  He said that he really does not dance that, but he dance with me. After the dance he told me that I owe him 4 kiss because he dance with me.  I told him that he did say that before we dance, plus the night is not over.  We see how the night goes.

We talked and talked, he told me that he like all kinds of movies and ask me when we could go and watch one together.  He asked for this coming weekend.  I told him that I had my son this weekend, but I was planning to go out of town to Shiner for this concert.  Oh I forgot to tell you that he is studying to be a deputy.  He tells me that he is going to be working at the concert; security.  When he told me that I looked at him and tell him.  So how come you are trying to make plans with me, yet you are going to be working at the concert.  He told me that the concert is voluntary work; $250.00 and that he was going to cancel that so he could go out with me.  I was so touched that I gave him a kiss....... and told him that was so sweet of him.

I have not heard from him, but he did tell me that he works shift work; 18 hours plus he goes to school at night.  I can't remember if he said that he was going to be off this weekend.  I believe he is since he is planning to work at the concert.

I did tell him that I really wanted to go to this concert.  He did tell me that he was going to call me to find out if I was or not.  I guess time will tell, and I do believe that he is working all this week, but he should have made some time to call me by now; don't you all think.

OH WELL, if he does not, not my loss........

Life goes on.......

Till next time......