Wednesday, October 4, 2006

Trying to hold on to the positive.  I could feel it.  I know I could be a good person.  My anger is in control.  I don't lose it like I use to in the pass.  And the hurt is what I have trouble with.

I know that with time it will get better because it is about to be one year since the divorce.  And I see where I am now; compare to where I was a year ago. 

How this year has been to me.  And I am still going..........

I know that is how I need to live my life now, and it should be for everyone.

Learning what makes you happy, smile, laugh; makes you feel alive......

It does not have to be someone else, but it does sometimes.
It does not have to be what you work in, but it does sometimes.

It has to do with yourself......

And you know what........

Sometimes it has to do with the sad, the hurt, the anger, the broken heart........

But you know what........

It makes you feel.......  and that is life, huh...........

Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride...... (I believe that is how it is sung).

 

"...We are power beyond measure."  Strong words........

 

2 comments:

  1. yes, stay strong Brin...
    hugs,
    Ellen

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  2. you have come a million miles in the last year Brin. I am so proud of YOU. You are an awesome mom and a wonderful friend. Mr. Charming will be there in your life someday and you will be able to close the chapter of your divorce and the mistakes you feel you make and see that you are unqiue, beautiful and so LOVED.
    lisa

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