Things are really good.........  Can't believe it, it is finally happening.

Work is going well.  I am learning the ropes and yesterday, he had me do some research online.  I love that.  I have been dressing up.  I only wish that I was a little slimmer, but I am working on that.  Yesterday was Friday Casual day, so I wore my dark blue jeans skirt with a lite blue collar t-shirt with my blue jeans jacket and my cowboy boots.  Yes, I am a cowgirl....... LOL....  But everywhere I go, everyone compliments about my cowboy boots.

DJ is doing good.  He is enjoying headstart and doing well.  As for the girls, they have been busy with friends, plus Brenda Lee found work, finally.  That will keep her busy, and she has talk to me about paying back the money I loan her.  That's good....  I need it.  Sabrina had a bad sinus infection and did not come over this week.  Well, both the girl have not come over much, but they are teenagers and rather be with friends.  So I am going on with my life.....

Which.....

My life is a complicated......  Why do I do the things I do?  Oh well....   I only live once and I am living it.

I am not skinny, but not fat.  I fact my friends and family have told me that I have lost weight.  Well, I don't know because I lost my scale.  I mean it is broken, really and not by me. Hahaha......

AnyWay, I have notice I have been turning heads.  Well, George is young.  Which I did break up with him, but he does not want too.  He keeps calling me and telling me, "NO I am not letting you go."  But I tell him that he can't give me what I need.  That is over.

I did meet a guy that lives here in the same apartment complex.  He lives with his brother and is about to get divorce, so we have something in common.  He works for the cable company which I know, and he starting to play again in a band. I love music......  The first night I meet him was the night I broke up with George.  I was up at 3 am, and he was playing his guitar.  He saw me and asked if I would like to come in and chat with him.  I think he has been looking at me and knew this was an opportunity to get to know each other, plus he had been drinking.  You take more chance when you are a little tipsy.  Joseph and I talked till 5:30 am.  Oh I forgot that I was starting work the next morning at 8:30, so I told him that I need to get some rest.  I went to my apartment, but I told him my apartment number and to stop by whenever.  Well, 6:15 I get a knock on my door.  Yet it was him, but I told him that I need to get some rest.  To come back in the evening and we would have dinner.  He didn come back and also the next day, but he didn't make any moves.  Maybe because he is still dealing with his soon to be ex-wife. But we still say hi to each other, and I want to catch his band.  He will be playing this New Year's Eve at this club.

But.......

I have meet John.......  Let me tell you about John.

We are so much alike.  I meet him at a dance hall on Christmas Eve, and we danced all night.  I could not believe that they were open on Christmas Eve night.  I was going to stay home and do nothing, but I am so glad that I went out.  I saw him and told my friend that I wanted to dance with him.  She told me to go and ask him.  I looked at her and wonder.  She then told me, "I dare you too."  Well, that did it.  I walk up to him and asked him, the rest is history.  We left the dance hall to go to his daughter's Karaoke hang out.  He wanted to sing, and I wanted to hear him.  Well, he made his move at that time.  He is good......   Oh, I forgot to tell you all that he was dressed up.  His cowboy hat and jeans and boots.  He looked so hot....  He looked at me and came close to me.  He tilt his head and paused next to my lips.  I had to make the move if I wanted that kiss.  Well, I did.  It was so good......  It was so soft and passionate.  I melted in his hands.  My friend was freaking out.  I was making out with John in front of my friend. LOL.....

I can't believe I did that......  But it was good.....

Oh, John is from Houston, so I can't see him everyday, but we have been talking everyday.  Some night for 3 hours long.  We have good conversations.  He is blowing me away, which means----  I am falling for him.  He did call me Wednesday and told me that his daughter call him and asked him who he was making out with on Friday night.  He told her that he was not making out with anyone on Friday night, but Sunday night was a different story. LOL.... That is the kind of relationship he has with his daughter.  Oh, his daughter is 20 years old and his son is 26 years old.  He is 46 years old and divorce for 5 years.  He was married for 22 years.  Just some info......

So I told him..... "What the hell were we thinking.  That is your daughter's hang out and there we were making out in her place.  Yea, she would hear about that."  He did not care.  He said that he asked him how old I was.  He joked with him and told her that I was 22.  She was mad, then he told her that I was 37.  She calmed down then.  Apparently, when he hangs around with her daughter there.  He gets hit on by 22 year old, and his daughter does not like it.

He is down for the New Year's weekend.  And we are going to watch some Pay-per-view fight at his daughter's work place/club, then we are going dancing.

And David has called and asked if I wanted.  I could leave DJ with him for the New Year's Eve night, so I could make plans to go out.  He does not know about John, unless Sabrina told him about John.  I spent Thursday evening with Sabrina shopping.  She finally called me and asked to go shopping, so we went.  We talked and talked about things.  She is glad to finally feeling better.  I am too.  I miss her.  I wish that she would come over and spent the night.  Maybe one of this day.

So......  I think things are going to be good with John.  We have been talking everydaysince we meet.

So time will tell.......

Till next time.....