Well..............

I finally got a hold of John, and my gut feeling was correct.  You see, John's girlfriend had just broken up with him two weeks ago.  He had not heard from her, but I could tell that he was still trying to get over her.  The reason why I wanted to go very slow with him.  Well, she called him New Year's Eve night, and they talked and talked.  He even drove back to Corpus after midnight.  As soon as I heard that I knew that he was deeply involved with her and his feelings were not over about her.  He was with her off and on for two years, so yea, he would have deep feeling for her.  I was just hoping that the time he spent with me and talking on the phone; that he realize what he had in front of him.  Once again, I am not trying to be cocky, but we connected so well.  I could tell that he is tried of playing this "dating games" and wants to be serious with life and with someone.

I am going to say it; I too want to be with someone already.  But someone who will love me for who I am and treating me the way I want and need.  Is that so much to ask for?

I did talk to John off and on, while he drove back home to Houston.  But the last call I did tell him that I thought that he need some time to think things though and for him not to call me till he knew what he wanted to do.

I know it was hard, but I know it is the right thing to do.  I do not want to be the rebound relationship.  I hope that he does call me back and tell me that he wants to try things out with us.

I guess time will tell....

Till next time,