I am missing my honey so much......

One more week than he will be home.

I am in another mood though.  DJ is with his dad on Tuesday and Thursday because of my evening class.  Remember, David is helping with DJ.  He picks him up from headstart and on Tuesday I go to Portland and pick DJ up when I am out of class.

Well, today he called me and told me that he would be able to pick up DJ, but that he would have to go and drop him off with Katy and head back to work.  I was fine with that.  when I got to the house and rang the doorbell.  She came to the door, and acknowledge me told me she would get DJ.  But she left the door open and I could see the new picture that were hanging by the door.  They were of David and her from the so called wedding they had.  She had one of the exchanging of the rings and them kiss.  It hit me.  It brought back the pain of the pass.  Not that I want my ex back or that I still have feeling for him because that is over.  I found my true love.  I see how someone could really love someone else and that is Luke.

Just like the song; "Mom his crazy, crazy over me."  He surely is.....

But I talked it over with Luke, and he said it best.  Katy has no respect for me.  She had to put those photos there for only one reason, and that was for me to see them.  I bet there was more place in that house that those photos could have gone on.  But no they had to be by the door.

Also too, DJ is starting to fuss when I pick him or he is dropped off.  He says he wants to stay with daddy.  The only thing is that today dad was not there, so DJ saying that he wanted to stay with dad did not make sense.  I have been taking him screaming and crying.  He goes through a trampturm, but I let him.  The car ride home he did talk, and I asked him that dad was not even there why was he asking for him.  He would shrug his shoulders.  I asked him if it was because he wanted to play on the playstation.  He said yes.  I told him that he would be getting one for theapartment soon.  David purchased other one for him to have here with me. (How very nice of him!)  But DJ is addicted to play on that machine, and now I am going to have one here.  I am going to keep a time on him.  He will learn that he can not do what he does at dads.  I will have him in the routine I have him on.  David let him get away with murder that is why he acts the way he does.

Well, anyway enough of rant....
Till next time.....