Well, my mother's day is starting as a reminder of what mother's do......
Last night, DJ woke up at 3 a.m. coughing and throwing up, afterwards he slept with me in my bed. Then this morning I made breakfast and put the sheets in the washer (can let that sit till tomorrow).
I did go out last night and came back home around 1:30 a.m. I found a note that Sabrina and DJ made for me, it said Happy Mother's Day, we love you. It was so nice...... and with butterflies.
I still can't stop thinking about Luke, but I am starting to get angry. I can't believe that he is putting me through this. I don't deserve this, and I think I should move on. But then I remember everything that we went through, and how I feel for him. I love him so dearly...... but his absent make me feels lonely, hurt, angry and betrayed. I know with time it will get easier......
Well, till next time.....
Brin,
ReplyDeletei hope that you have a happy Mothers day!! I hope DJ is feeling much better.
hugs,lisa
I hope your son feels better. Stay Strong Brin, you've been through so much.
ReplyDeletehugs,
Ellen
Happy Mother's day to you Brin!
ReplyDeleteI truly believe that Luke loves you still. I'm sure he is not happy being back with his wife and not being with you.
Looking at your pictures; it's obvious that he was truly in love with you.
You don't deserve this and I hope he wakes up before you do move on.
Sorry this happened to you. But everything happens for a reason. The future is still yours.
Love ya-
Niki