I am almost finished with my college algebra....... Thank God, I just hope I pass.

Besides that, my friend, Susan and I have made up. :)  She apologized. and I did too, but I could feel how much work we need on our friendship.  This has hurt us and it is not the same.  I am hoping that she will want to go to the concert tonight.  We need to spend some time together.  Will see......

As for the new David, this pass weekend, I went to San Antonio and meet his family.  They all loved me, even his 1 year 2 months daughter came to me.  She quickly gave me her arms and would not leave my side.  She is usually not like that from what Dave told me.  He was shocked but happy that she acted that way.  Ok, let me tell you about Dave.  He is just recently divorce.  His ex-wife left him for another younger man.  She toke the kids.  Well, on New Year's Day, Dave got a phone call that his daughter was taken to the ER because she was shaken by the ex-wife young man.  She was in ICU for 4 days, had a tube place on her head to drain the blood.  She was hurt badly.  The ex-wife is something else.  She bailed him out of jailed and is still beside him.  In fact, she is pregnant with this guys child now.  Dave also has a 9 year old son, who is also a junior; David Junior, and he calls him DJ.  That is so strange, huh?  But he has custody of his children.  His son loved me too.  He asked Dave when I was coming back to visit.  Isn't that sweet....  But things are great with Dave.  I do have to admit it on here that I am still not over Luke.  I still think about him; I still cry over him.  I miss him so much, so I am afraid that this might be a rebound relationship, but then I do have deep feeling for Dave.  I am so confused.

As for the old David, he called me on July 3rd, the day before our original anniversary, that his wife is pregnant.  I knew that was coming.  DJ was saying that she was PG, but I never asked David about it.  I congrads him and wished him luck.  Well, on Monday, he told me that she might not be PG, that they fold these tumors in her and might need surgery.  They don't think she is PG.

Oh, well...  One thing after other....

That is my life now......

Till next time.......

 

Me and Dave......

OK... my entry,

Well, I have some good news and bad....

 

First, the good....  I made a ‘B’ in my English course.  YeeHaw....  I am so glad that is over, and that I did that well.  I sucked on my essay, but I made it through.

 

As for the bad news, I lost one of my good friends to a guy.

That has me really sad.....  I know that if she could do this than our friendship didn’t really mean much to her or so I think.

 

You see...

This pass weekend, Susan and I went to the Frio River, camping and some relaxing time or so I thought.  We were following her guy that she been seeing off and on, plus his cousin and friend.  We got there Friday night just in time to set up camping.  It started off nice. We were by the river, BBQing, and just hanging out.  It got late, but we were having a good time.  We went to the river to check it out; it was dark, but we want to jump in.  I got soaking wet, so I want to head back to camp and change.  Susan told me to follow (I’ll call him ‘H’) H to the camp site which was about 50 yards.  He was heading back to grab some beer and head back to the river, so I followed.  Well, we got to the camp and he hit on me.  OH I forgot to mention that they were smoking pot.  I don’t do that, but he was high and drunk.  Yes, I will admit that, but it did not give him the right to do what he did.  He even pulled out his willie and showed it to me.  I kept telling him no and couldn’t believe that he was doing this.  How much my friend loved him, and he was such an ass.  My friend and the cousin were heading back to camp site.  The only reason why he stopped even thought I was saying ‘no.’ I couldn’t say anything to my friend.  The next morning I stayed away from him and through the whole trip.  I didn’t speak to him.  We went floating around 1 pm till about 8 pm.  It was such a trip.....

We had everything happen to us.  They had tried the tubes together, so we could stay together.  Well, that was a bad idea...  We hit a tree and headed different directions.  It was scary because the water was raging.  I was shaking after that but knew I had to get back on the tube, if I was going to finish this. The ice chest flew over, and we lost our sun block and some beer.  We got back on the tubes and headed down the river.  There were more close calls, but we survived.  I did hit a rock on my butt and have a major burse.  I am hurting and so sun burn.  I am sore all over my body, even my toes hurt. LOL...  but this was a life experience.  I want to go back and float down the river. 

I kept thinking about Dave. I am not sure I told yall about Dave.  His really name is David, but I can’t call him that; reminds me of my OLD David.  It’s that funny, OLD David and now a NEW David, just like OLD Christine and NEW Christine. LOL...

But I wished that Dave was there with me on the river.

 

Anyway, I didn’t tell Susan about what happen till we got home.  I really didn’t want to tell her, but the whole trip back was how ‘H’ treated her like shit.  She didn’t hook up with him either night and he didn’t even treat her like a friend.  So I told her.  She left and I tried to call her, but she didn’t answer.  She finally emailed me telling that ‘H’ admitted that he did what I said, but he said that I did more.  She believes him, but she was more hurt that I said that he invited us to go so he could get it on with me.  My Point:  He didn’t hook up with her and he hit on me.  So am I wrong?  I did say that but that is how I feel.  She said that even thought that is how I felt that was still rude and mean to say that to a friend.

 

So tell me what yall think?  I miss her so much and after everything we have been through.....

 

 

 

Brenda Lee, DJ, Me and Sabrina...

Susan and Me....

The Frio River, by the camp site.....

TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE

1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences.  He thought he was God and I didn't.
2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.
         

5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.
6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me
7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe.
9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing.

             

10.. Out of my mind.  Back in five minutes.
11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine.
12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many.
13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.

         
15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?
16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it!
17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to Be When I Grew up.
18.. Procrastinate Now!  
19.. I Have a Degree in Liberal Arts; Do You Want Fries With That?    
20.. A hangover is the wrath of grapes.
21.. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a cash advance
22.. Stupidity is not a handicap. Park elsewhere!
23..They call it PMS because Mad Cow Disease was already taken.
 
24.. He who dies with the most toys is nonetheless DEAD.      
25.. A picture is worth a thousand words, but it uses up three thousand times the memory.
26.. Ham and eggs...A day's work for a chicken, a lifetime commitment for a pig.
27.. The trouble with life is there's no background music.
28.. The original point and click interface was a Smith & Wesson.
29.. I smile because I don't know what the hell is going on.
 
 

Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your friends!  
Life is too short and friends are too few!