Passion.....
I am looking for some, not the sex part, but the one that moves you. The one that makes you get out of bed. The one that makes you feel like you are going to be on top of the world. Something that makes you wonder and hope that you can make a difference.
Now, the other kind of passion is good too. I am not lacking on that, but he is on duty tonight. I will be alone in bed tonight. Sorry, guys... I am in a strange mood; can't wait to see John. Things are very good with him and getting serious too. He gave me a promise ring. It is two hearts entwine with our birthstone and has the words love on it. He told me that he order it for Valentine's Day, but it did not arrive in time. He asked me, "would you be mine?" and gave me the ring. It was sweet..... I said, "Yes."
Oh....
Something is wrong with DJ; I went to pick him up after school. He is in latchkey, and one of the coaches talked to me. She told me that DJ and this boy have been having problems. One moment they are the best of friends, than they are fighting, really fighting. This has not been the first time; she has mention this to me, and I have talked to DJ. Today, she told me something that I am worry. She said that DJ was chocking this little boy. Apparently, this little boy hit DJ in the stomach before he did this. what worries me is that I have meet this boy. He has breakfast at school, and DJ has pointed him out to me. But I could sense something wrong with DJ. He looks at him in a way that I can't explain, but I could sense something.
I came home and had a long talk with him, but it did not go well. I called the ex and told him about what happened. We all end having a conference call. I wanted the ex involved, and I need help with DJ. He could not understand how serious this is. The coach has told me that DJleft red marks on his neck. When she said that I could feel how angry DJ, and I not sure if is because of this little boy or something else. He said that this boy keeps following him. He also was swinging and accidentally hit DJ on the side of his head, but he did apologize. DJ also told me that he pops in his pants. We tried to explain to him that he and this little boy are still growing and accidents do happen, but he should not be friends with him because he pops in his pants. I will be watching out for him.
Well, till next time.....



oh no DJ sounds like someone is abusing him and he is lashing out. when he is with dad could someone be hurting him? i know you are worried i would be too. keeping you and DJ in prayer
ReplyDeleteDeb
I hope you get this straightened out. It sounds serious, DJ is acting out for a reason.
ReplyDeleteBe well
Ellen