It has been crazy and hard week......

It came on Wednesday that I was finally able to really cry that Wally is gone.  I know that he passed away, but to realize that he was not going to be coming back.  He is gone, and I am going to really miss him.  Then I think about my mother.  She is going to need us so much, so much.

She decided to leave with her sisters, my aunts, to visit her parents, my grandma and grandpa.  They are old and not in good health, so they were not able to make the funeral.

The funeral was something.  You see, Wally's kids, will one did not like my mother and has always made trouble for Wally and my mother.  Well, why would a funeral stop her.  She stood up at spoke, which if she would have asked, we would have granted her wish; this is her dad, but she walked up.  Plus one of the ex-wife raised her voice to my mother.  It was not to bad, but we knew that something was going to be said or done; and both happened.

My mother is doing okay; she has her moments which is to be excepted.  I just wish I could do more to help her with the pain.  Tuesday night, I spent the night at mom's home.  I slept with her which it had been a long, long time since that has happen; strange.  But mom woke up at 3:40 a.m. crying; she said that is the hardest time for her.  She would wake up at that time to fix Wally's breakfast and lunch for work, so she is still not able to get out of the habit.  She wakes up and realizes that he is gone.  I am glad I was there, but my sister had me up till 1 a.m., so I was so tried when I came back home Wednesday afternoon, plus it had hit me that Wally was gone.  It has been hard.  He was a good man. Everyone had kind words to say about him.  The mayor, sheriff and someone else important spoke at the funeral.  That was very nice and had wonder things to say about Wally.  He was well known and liked.  He always had kind words to say to me.  I am going to miss him truly.

I do have good news too.

I had an interview today, and he hired me on the spot.  Very nice, huh....

Plus the day that Wally left the hospital, I had an interview.  Well, he called me today that he still had my name on the consider list, but he was ready to hire.  I told him that I did find work today, and thank him for calling me to let me know that he was still considering me; that was sweet of him.

I will start working on Monday.  Yeehaw.....  The ex is still looking, but he is going to fly out-of-town for an interview next Friday.  I pray that he gets this job because the child support will be end at the end of this month. Oh God, I hope he gets this job.  However, he told me that if he gets this job; his office will be downtown, where I will be working.  I believe the building next door.  Maybe we could do lunch; yea, right. LOL.....  I would not be able to do that.  But knowing that he is working at that building is going to be strange.

Well, till next time and Happy Friday the 13th......

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