I have been going through so much......

It has been 4 months since I started working for this firm, and I am doing good. I knew that I would have some adjustment; working full-time was a major change, plus dealing with co-workers. Working with so many women: conflicts arrise, rumors are spread; it's like a family. It's like he said/she said, in this case, she said/she said, but for the most part, it's not that bad. I have come along way. Finishing school, I knew that I would still be learning and in training. I step into this firm to help with the receptionist desk 3 days out of the week hoping to move up. I went to school to become a Paralegal. Now, I am waiting for a replacement for me in the receptionist desk, so I could join my team: J and A (I won't write their full names.) I will be with a Paralegal and an attorney, more training for me. My dream is to be "on my own" Paralegal for an attorney. It will take time, but I work towards that goal. Just like I worked towards my degree.

Every since my divorce, I know that I am on my own to make my dreams come true. However, I wonder how much is true about that in the subject of "Love."

My boyfriend, who is in the Navy, will be leaving on another order. My first with him, and I will not be going with him. I will write more about this another time. I am still trying to work it out in my head and heart. There is so much to think about..... and part of me does not want to get into it. Out of sight; out of mind.

Till next time....