My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and 3 months. We have been though a lot, and we get along so well. I am not sure where he will be station, but he has put in his "wish list" as I so call it. He would like to go to these places, but it could still turn out that they could ship him off to another place. He has put in: 1) Florida, 2) Hawaii, 3) Italy and 4) Japan. He has been to Japan, and he would like to go back there. He will be so far away. He wants to do this Long Distance Relationship, but I have my doubts.

I am about to finish reading; Dear John by Nicholas Sparks. This book is what I have experience with John. He has fall in love with me, and I with him, however he will be leave soon. I just wonder, and I feel like our lives might turn out like the book. I feel that John will hate me when he is away. He will miss me so much that he will hate me for not joining him. I feel like I can't do that at this time in my life. I getting my chance at my career, and I feel like I will not be able to get that somewhere else, plus I can not separate my son from his dad. Even after everything he has done to me. I can not take him away from his father. I still have my doubts about John, but if it is meant to be. We will find a way.

Till next time......