MY, MY........

How time flys.......

It's been since mid-July that I have written an entry and a lot has happen.

Dave was my rebound guy.  Things did not work out with him, but that is fine.  As for my ex and his wife, she lost the baby, and I'm not sure if they are going to try again.  I believe not because (BAD NEWS) he lost his job.  Yep, he is looking for work, and I am trying not to worry.  I did meet someone, but.......

I have to be honest here.  I hope that everyone here will be open minded, but I know that I might not because I have been deal with the outcome of this......

My man is 22 years old. 

His name John.  He's in the Navy, a gentleman, and he is so infatutate with me.  My girls meet him briefly, but they think he is too young for me, (even through they do not know his age, just his looks) they do not want to be around him.  I had a talk with them, and they do not want to be around him.  They said things to me; Brenda Lee called me a "cougar" and a slut.  I was upset, but I am not.  John is an adult as well as I am.  We know what we are doing.  We are happy.  He is not the typical teenage boy, he is a man.  He is here with me or at work.  He calls me and text me every free moment he has.  He is so infatutate with me, but he gives me my space and time with my friends.  He is not the jealous type.  He shows his mutuality, but the girls have not give John that chance.  I talked to Sabrina this pass week about giving him that chance, and she respond by say that she would talk it over with Brenda Lee and get back with me.  I am not going to push.  If they don't want too than I can't change that.  But this is not fair, I know that things are not always fair, but why can my ex do what he did and not get sh*t from my girls.  My Girls are brats, and that I blam my ex.  He is dealing with them, and in a way, he is try to talk to them about this (even through he does not know who old he is).  And the way I see, IT DOES NOT MATTER.  We are adults.

You know that every relationship are not guarantee.  You take a gamble with your heart, with your time, so why put age in the factor.  Am I wrong, or not see something I should?

 

Oh my birthday pass;  I turned 38 years old on August 3rd.

Well till next time.......