THIS IS HOW I FEEL......

MY BEST FRIEND, THELMA GAVE ME THIS BOOK; "LOVE MUST BE TOUGH" BY DR. JAMES DOBSON.

ONE OF HIS INTRODUCTION PARAGRAPH HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD.  I FEEL LIKE THIS......

"REJECTION AND INSULT ARE BLENDED WITH PAIN AND REMORSE. SELF-ESTEEM COLLAPSES LIKE A GRAND OLD BUILDING SCHEDULES FOR DEMOLITION.  SECURITY AND CONFIDENCE GIVE WAY TO FEAR AND ANXIETY. THE FUTURE LOSES ITS SIGNIFICANCE. BUT MOST DISTURBING OF ALL, THE WOMEN WHO FELT LOVED AND RESPECTED A FEW HOURS BEFORE NOW FEELS UTTERLY DISDAINED AND UNLOVABLE."

IT HURTS SO DEEP, BUT READING THIS BOOK HAS SHOWN ME A DIFFERENT LIGHT I COULD TAKE. RESPECT FOR MYSELF.  WHICH I DO REALIZE NOW THAT HE HAS NONE FOR ME.....

I'M HALF WAY TO THE END OF THIS BOOK.  CAN'T STOP READING IT.  BUT IT HAS, LIKE I SAID. SHOWN A DIFFERENT LIGHT I COULD TAKE.......

THANK YOU THELMA, MY DEAR FRIEND....