The weekend is finally over.............

I did nothing on Friday night even thought one of my favorite local band was playing.  I did get to see my son Saturday morning and afternoon.  But it was short.
Hate this.......  I am his mother, and my ex doing this to me has me questioning everything about me.  It is helping me to learn to be strong and patience that is one thing that is for sure true.  I will be ok, but I can't wait till this is all over.

Saturday night I did go out.  I could not stay home another night.  I was trying to get together with Justin, but he had plans already, and he said that he would call me that night when he came back home.  So I went out with my bosses (husband and wife) and friends.  We went to listen to a band and had drinks.  We had so much fun while I waited for Justin to call me.  Well.....  He did not call me until 3:30 am, but let me tell you what happen.  First let me explain, my bosses are so cool... down to earth.  I have become so close to Kristi, the wife.  Monte, the husband is so lay back.  We get along so cool......  Kristi is not the jealous person, let me say that.
Ok, I was wearing my favorite shirt which is a string tank shirt, beautiful print.  I will have to take a picture one of these days and post it.  In fact, I told Justin that I would take a picture and email it to him because I had called him that night to tell him that I was looking very hot, and he was missing out.  Well, the whole night I kept looking and waiting for his call and nothing.  Well around 1 am and everyone is drunk, Monte whisper in my ear that I have nice boobs.  I smile at him and said Thank You. hehehe....
I told him that he should call Justin and tell him that.  He asked for his number, so I gave it to him.  Justin did not answer, so Monte left a voicemail for him tell him that I have nice boobs.  Well, We all go home; I was in bed by 2 a.m. then my cell phone rings at 3:30 am.  Yep, Justin was calling.  He said that he got a call from Monte about my boobs.  I told him; yep, you missed out.  I asked him where he was.  He gave me his story, but Idid not care.  I did tell him that we need to talk and that I would drive up in the morning when I woke up.  He said ok.  So when I woke up and showered and changed.  I drove to Beeville.  When I did see him, we talked about last night.  I know he was jealous.  He asked if I was trying to see if he would get jealous.  I asked him if he was.  He said he was not, so I told him then no I was not.  Then he asked me what if he was jealous would that matter, so I asked him again, were you jealous. He said no again, so then I told him no It did not.  I do believe he was jealous.......  Well, it does not matter because we talked and talked about things.  And we both agree that we should end this before it when farther.  He definitely wants kids, but he wants to be friends, close friends and not friends with benefits type, but close friends.  Which I agree, he is a good and beautiful person.  I see him, and I wish things were different for us, but I would love to be friends with him till time goes.  This is hard because I do have feeling for him as he does too.  Yesterday, he told me that he loves me, but he always dreamed of kids of his own.  And I understand that so much.  I told him that for some faith chance we were meant to meet and for what reason; who knows.  Time will tell.  I move forward and wish him to be there with me as friends.  So will see what happens...

I went this morning to purchase my books for school.  I had a book given to me from a friend that I will use this semester plus I purchase another book from another friend last semester.  Beside those books, I purchased 6 more books, then grand total = $230.00.  Yep, too much..........
School will start next Monday; Yeppy, not.......
I so enjoyed this summer break.  I can't wait till I graduated; I am so ready........

Well, till next time.....